So i have this boyfriend, we've been
So i have this boyfriend, we've been going out for 4 months. I love him, but he acts to immature sometimes, and all his friends annoy me.
We rarely have any time alone because all his friends (and he knows alot of people) are always around bothering us and "playing around" with him.
When we do have alone time theres always something that brings me down or annoys me (im easily annoyed) and so the whole time is spent in this awkward silence because he thinks I'm mad at him.
Now I dont know if it's that I'm jealous or just attention hungry or something, but I always go home in a bad mood.
Like right now, I know this afternoon will be starnge between us.
He has this "game". Really lame. Him and his friends seem like a bunch of 5 year olds. They "play shank" and just keep hitting each other. And well he ends up sore and his friends laugh. And I'm just there quiet. It's like I wish I didnt know him because hes doing this in public and I could never, whether I wanted to or not, I could never just make a fool out of myself on purpose like he tends to do daily.
So I don't know what to do. Now he's going to walk me home and it's going to be all awkward and quiet like usual, because I was quiet and looked p*** during lunch. He'll ask what's wrong. I'm going to say nothing and then he'll just be quiet. Hopefully, he won't cry like last time.
I feel bad, and like all I do is make him unhappy. He constantly looks unhappy around me. But then again, I look unhappy all the time. I'm not unhappy I just wish I didn't know him sometimes.
How do I get rid of that feeling. I want to enjoy my relationship with him. I mean, he's been really good to me. He treats me like a queen most of the time. And I wish to treat him the same because he deserves it. I just cant with that constant bother of him acting like a complete idiot around his friends.
What should I do?