I am with my music teacher
He is 30 and I am 16.It's different from anything I've ever experienced.He is very damaged and has only had one other girlfriend his entire life.I am more experienced than him.Through many problems in my past, I've had to mature much more quickly than any one else my age.
It's too long and drawn out to explain, but I see him every day at school and we're very professional (except we kiss sometimes when people aren't around, but only when we are absolutely sure and the doors to the music room are locked), but after school he picks me up and we talk and kiss.He's gotten to second base, but only because I asked him to.
He's the best thing that ever happened to me.
I think, in three years, I want him to be my first.
I don't care what anyone says.I know this is right.