I'm kissing a boy that likes me even
I'm kissing a boy that likes me even though I have a boyfriend. I'm at college and the boyfriend is back home and too busy to communicate most of the time. He says he trusts me. I trust him. I just want to get some sort of thing to measure my boyfriend by because I've never had another relationship and I really think my boyfriend is the one. Except he can't be, can he, if I'm kissing this lad here? But it's a purely physical thing here, plus it makes my friend here emotionally happy. Win-win for me, were the boyfriend not in the picture. And he's so far in the picture frame that it feels win-win. I know that over Thanksgiving I'll have a serious conversation with the boyfriend and come to a conclusion and either break up or cut physical ties with the friend, but until then I have a month yet and some stupid part of me is determined to play to my body's content. Kissing and cuddling. But still.