Maybe love can't conquer it all. Or maybe it can if it's true love, &only from both sides. I lost the love of my life. I know I won't love again. I'm considering in killing myself. I don't want to wake up thinking about him. I don't want to go to bed thinking about him. I don't want to spend my whole entire day thinking about him. I don't want to think about him everyday. I know I sound silly &ridiculous but y'all haven't been me for the past 5yrs. Y'all haven't invested this time &effort into this relationship. I guess some soul mates don't belong together.
I'm going to tak this day by day &see how it goes. I'm already dead anyway. He hates me.