Internet love..

I'm in love with someone I never met in person. He told me he loved me a few months ago. Don't know if I should trust him though. If he's being honest though, I feel the total same way about him =\. He doesn't know it though & I'd like to keep it that way. Vulnerability to getting shut down/heart broken is not cool. I'm too young for that bullshit... I've been speaking to him for about a year & we are soon going to meet. From the moment I knew he was coming to my state for school, I've planned at least 15 outfits to meet him in, ten million hair styles, and like 3456789 ways I could meet up w. him.... He's the first & last thought I have everyday........ It's actually really annoying =\.

Oh, did I forget to mention I have a boyfriend? Yeah ... about that.. We just made a year =\. Reason why I'm still with him? Well because I have feelings for him. And either way, I'm not going to break up w. him for someone I've NEVER met. That's nonsense. Who the f*** does that?

Back to "him" ..... He's different. We connect., point blank. I can't ignore the feelings what so ever. I recently made the stupid decision to not talk to him until around the time he comes over here. He got mad. I don't know what to do at all. I'm freaking out. Is my mind playing tricks on me? WTF!........

I guess only time will tell =\.


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  • Give this other guy a test drive (not literally, but go ahead if you like). Compare the two and see which you like better.

  • Its hard I feel in love with a guy on the internet...boy did I get hurt. Be careful. If I were you I'd stick with the boyfriend you have because a years worth of feelings is as you said not something to throw away for someone you've never met. Love someone who you dont really know and you're risking your heart out in the frontline.

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