See theres this boy and i dont wanna like him but i do so much ! i hate myself for that , i cut and try to hide the cuts but it doesnt work . i wanna look preety so this boy will like me . i try so hard but noone seems to notice .. just this one other boy he seen my cuts and knows that i hurt inside i wanna like this boy but i can and i hate myself even more for that ! i dont know what to do anymore and i need help because i dont think i can take all of this anymore .
im struggling with an eating disorder , trying to look good ,trying to be friends with everyone , and just life . sooner or later i'll just give up .