Please help me
I used to have hundreds of friends. life was as good as it can be. i was the great in studies, sports and was like the hero of my group. but for the past 6 months life has been a nightmare for me.
i have lost each of my friend 1 by 1. i came to know the reason why they were with me. someone was for the money i spend on them, someone for sharing my flat, and others so that they can talk to the girls through me. just yesterday i lost my last friend. now there is no one i can talk to. i go to school, come back and lie down on the bed all day. i dont even like to go to school any more and guess what, i have started failing in the studies and have drowned myself in drugs to avoid seeing the ugly side of the humanity.
something is wrong with my brain (even the doctors r not been able to figure out the problem) so i keep getting these neurological attacks where i completely black out on the middle of a busy road or somewhere. i dont believe in god any more. even if he exists he doesnt likes me, so what's the point in believing in him. everything that can possibly go wrong is going wrong. its like somebody has done some voodoo or something on me.
i m on the verge of ending my life. please help me...