The Crazy Mind of A Teenage Kid
I am a 20 year old , living in the usa, and im loosing all focus with my mind, at night i try to sleep, but images in my head keep racing by, of me crouched over crawling like a demon, and thousands of bodys under me, and im just giggling. If you saw me walking down the sidewalk you would never be able to tell that my mind is at a breaking point. At times i find my self imaging horrific things, things that would drive most people insane. Iv all ways been a little strange since i was a kid, i fill no pain when someone close to me dies, and i want to cry because i don't understand why. Inside i fill like im a demon wanting to break out, and most time i fill like i could snap and loose my self to this demon, and let it have its way with this world. I wrote this not for help but for a reason why, i know all of this i have typed is something that would scare most, but i fill nothing, just emty thoughts floting across a river on tears and blood, was i born from god.... or the devil.