** SAKE!

I ** fell for you , your everything i could ever want. i ask you out you say yes , i'm romantic - you love it , all the signs showed you as feeling the same as me. but no, apparently you were just ** using me , now you want to be 'friends' ? HOW THE ** AM I GOING TO DO THAT?! I ** LOVE YOU!

i try so hard to be civil , but this love is steadily turning to hatred - i refuse to show it because i know it would hurt you - i refuse to show it because you say you need me - i help you when your down beacuse i understand you - i stand up for you when you need someone

you made me love, i was fine before - you just walked into my life and wrapped me around your little ** !

YOU ** I ** LOVE YOU ! WHY DIDNT YOU JUST SAY NO?!?! I CHERISH THE MEMORIES OF OUR TIME BUT THEY BURN ME , I CANT DO ANYTHING PROPERLY ANYMORE

oh god i love you so