I write these really graphic, homoerotic stories on my computer about rape and sexual abuse... I'm scared someday someone is going to search my computer and find them. I write them for myself... and yes, I am a guy. Haha, it's embarrasing to post this, but I have NEVER admitted my hobby to anyone, and I've been writing s*** like this for years. Does anybody else do this or am I just one big pervert?