I'm that quiet girl everyone thinks is a genius with good grades and a clean vocabulary, that girl who goes to church and loves God, who loves animals and Harry Potter, who doesn't dance or listen to obnoxious music, who has a care-free, easy life and who is a complete square. But I am so human. I don't try to hide anything, I'm just extremely shy, I can't help it. Truth is, I love Jake Gyllenhaal, I struggle with the law of chastity, I hate my dad's wife so deeply, I've been emotionally abused, I have no friends because I went through so much as a kid that I just withdrew from the human race, "no one could understand", and it's so hard to break out of, I'm a thumb-sucker, I get h****, alot of the time I want to die, my life is so complicated and confused that I'm sure there's only one man in the whole world who could be my future husband and he's probably not in this country. I'm corrupted. I'm scared. I'm broken. I'm confused. I'm hurt. I lie. I sin. I hate.
I'm one stereo-type on the outside and the complete opposite on the inside.
Nobody knows me.