I am a married mother of two. I was having an affair before my wedding. With my bridesmaid!! It was just fun at first. But now we are in love. We don't know what to do. We are together every chance we get. I guess it's easier to keep it secret because everyone just thinks we are best friends. I love my husband. But I'm not in love with him anymore. We should never have got married. I want to be with her full time but I don't want to hurt my children.