Bullemia

There are times that I feel like eating so much that my stomach aches and I can't eat anymore. Then, what I do, is I throw it all up until I can only dry heave. I don't do this because I think I'm fat, I do this because I'm miserable and it makes me feel better. The problem is that the actual throwing up doesn't feel good, and when I do it, it's because I know I deserve the pain. It's because I hate myself. It's a form of self-harm, self punishment. The best part, though, is when I'm finally empty and I feel so accomplished and free, as if I've thrown up the worst part of myself. Then I look in the mirror and I suck in my stomach as hard as I can, and I feel like I've accomplished something.

Tags:
Report this
Today's Best Amazon Deals
IBEET Fidget Spinner Toy, 3 to 5 Minutes Spin Time, Anti-Anxiety 360 Spinner, Helps Focus, Fidgeting…
$8.99
Available from Amazon
NaughtyPosts may receive a commission
Read The Reviews

2 Comments

  • newest
  • oldest
  • most replies
  • most popular
  • Bullemia vs anorexia on a fight to the death. Who will win ?

  • F***! Me too. We're f****** stupid.

Account Login
Signup
Is this post inapropriate?
Is this comment inapropriate?
Delete this post?