I am emo through and through. i never see my dad. my friends turn on me. all guys i like i just cant trust them. my friend is tryin to stop my cuttin. and a bunch of other things. 18 scars. over 70 times i have reached thst extent. i dont have a heart anymore. all i wanna do is cry, listen to coldplay, and email my friend. he helps...alot. i just dont see why i have to live anymore. i dont get the point.