I miss that **!
I was very good friend of mine, and for years I wanted to be more but he lead me on. I lead myself on more or less.... in the end he started to become really cold to me and I had to stop seeing him to get some control over my life again, to be happy and find people to be around me that would treat me the way I wanted.... but **! god i miss him... some days most days i don't but I see something and i know he would like it and i wish I could tell him about it.
I know we were bad for each other but i miss the good times
does this make me crazy?
no. sometimes thats be best love and we have to pass it up because we know that its wrong.