I cant even seem to talk to my best
I cant even seem to talk to my best friend about my feelings and whatever else, so here goes. (even though I know alot of people enjoy just leaving pointless and hurtful comments)
I don't enjoy the men where I live. They seem all less mature than me, still laugh at the same stupid things they did when they were 16, I am yet to find one who is attractive (well that I am physcially attractive to)... and the list goes on..
I've alot of "internet friends" and only some do I trust.
I seem to use the internet to find friends (don't get me wrong, Ive friends here too that I am with quite a bit)...and to find "love"
After heartbreaks, or perverted guys, I think I've finally found a respectable, handsome, smart (studying to be a doctor), funny, wonderful guy from Italy, who makes it his job to make me smile.
We've enjoyed.. well.. "internet pleasures" and he is always putting my "need" before his..
He is always there when Im sad
It makes him sad too when he sees im not doing so good
I can call him even at 4 am his time if Im upset.
All of it comes down to, is that he seems perfect.
I think about him alot...And I feel like an idiot to do so...
But Is the internet a place to trust?
I see one side of him
Is it worth to meet.
I know some of his friends, (again Ive met them through the internet) and casual acquaintances..and all of them say he's a good guy.
But is it a nagging intuition , am I paranoid from all the stories about things going wrong, that I seem to take it to another level?
Can someone give me some advice?