I can't call it

I don't know what it is but I wouldn't be able to identify love if it was staring me right in the face.
He told me he loved me. I didn't say it back.
He poured his heart out to me. I said nothing.
He believes I feel the same about him as he does about me. I told him I didn't.
Truth is I don't think I do.
We stopped talking for three weeks now and I haven't stopped thinking about him since. why?
My pride is bigger than my head and so is his.
I guess he doesn't love me that much bc he never text or called in this three week period.
He was the closest thing to perfect.
I just want his friendship and conversation.
Why did he have to make emotions and love such a big issue.
It's only been two months.
What now? I don't like meeting new ppl.
Now my listening ear is my ex bf. He did me so wrong but our chemistry is very strong. It's been a year since we last conversed... up until now.
I'm not attached to him but I only love him even now when he has nothing to offer me.
And the other guys has everything to offer me.
I really don't know what love is.