If you are a woman I will pursue you
When I articulate my behavior I can see it as wrong. When I live my life I see that behavior as perfect. I suppose you could say I am a womanizer. I see a woman as a conquest. The more unobtainable a woman may seem the more committed I become to possessing her. I do this and move on to the next woman. There is no type. They are sometimes overweight, sometimes skinny, sometimes beautiful and sometimes not. But I do see them at least initially as incredibly desirable. Yes, it's about s** but much more. I want to please them. I want them to remember me for my lovemaking skills. If they end up hating me I am OK with that as long as they remembered how much pleasure I brought them. It's also about using my interpersonal skills to get them to sleep with me. I don't care if they are single or married, if I want them I pursue them. I prove myself with each successful encounter. I am in my late 30s and this is all I have ever known as an adult. I will never marry. I could never pledge fidelity to a woman. I will move on. Soon to you. Am I so bad?