I want to kill myself. I can't stop

I want to kill myself.
I can't stop cutting.
Drugs and booze.
Are everything,
but so is she.
I love her.
But does she really love me?
I don't even know what to do anymore.
i really don't.
I will do it..
Is i normal to be afraid of myself? Everything is so fcked up.
I can't fix it. Nothing's right..

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  • I hav much bigger problems wif gives me ride 1 week head 1 month ass at thanksgiven dog need walk daughter 15 preg o s***

  • umm grow up life isnt EVER that hard, everyone has problems

  • Wow...

  • you can fix it. Beleive in yourself and your future.

  • Find help

  • but it she worth it?
    is she going to keep you on this f***** up road?
    is she gunna make you feel joy for once in so long?
    would it be easier to escape?
    to run from life?
    to go somewhere and just watch tv and crash at the waves?
    to think over life?
    to think of something that matters, other than her.
    to dream and relise.
    and make the f***** up life a faded memory?
    to cry and scream and release hormones in a different way
    to bleed your voice box instead of your blood.
    nothings normal.
    nothing can be considered normal.
    nothing is right.
    everything is a journey.
    capture it.
    enjoy it
    make it.

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