Absolutely no one knows this...

Lol girl every does you're fine. I straight and watch it. Don't sweat it

VERY common fantasy with straight women, my wife included

Don't Worry! My father when teaching me about the birds and the bees and such taught me that everyone is bi-sexual to some extent. Even a homophobic bigot will subconsciously have thoughts about naked men/women, if only out of curiosity. Lesbianism is not nearly as shunned by men (I am a man) because women are generally much prettier than men, while male gays are shunned for being pictured ugly. That doesn't mean they are wrong. I have no attraction for men, but I respect gays. Don't be afraid to be curious, or gay, or bi, or strait, or anything. As the anon above said, it is just a label. If you like women that is fine, or men. It's not a matter of normal, but a matter of growing, and being yourself.

i used to do the same thing since the age of 8 and feel ashamed of it now...

'straight' and 'gay' and 'bi' are just labels. everyone is somewhere on the continuum! ** is just ** schmeh haha

Unless you are actually attracted to women or feel you could love a woman I don't think you're bi or gay. Heaps of women are like this :)

This is totally 100 percent normal.

Many straight women ** and fantasize about other women... Who cares...

The link below may shed some light on your seemingly contradictory behavior. I recommend you pay special attention to paragraph four, as it explains in some detail the schism many women experience between self-reported sexual orientation and physical arousal. Good luck, and happy masturbating! Take care! :)

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/01/25/magazine/25desire-t.html?_r=1&pagewanted=all