Playing "House" Round Two

I'm just posting this to get it off my chest, I don't feel guilty about it or anything. I just wanna tell. So when I was younger my friends and I would touch each other and things. I guess it was just normal kids playing around and stuff, but it started when I was seven and went till I was nine and all the while I felt guilty about it. It's just been recently that I've been able to get over the guilt, I'm thirteen now. I have mixed feelings about the stuff I did because I don't think I'd know, or want to know, as much stuff about s** as I do now. But anywayyyy, so on Friday I went to my friend's house and we were watching TV, The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air to be exact :P, and we were just playing around and fighting for the remote, I bit her finger and then she bit mine and then we just started sucking each other's fingers. I know, really weird, but extremely arousing. So we did that awhile then stopped. Then she was like, "Soo...we just sucked each others fingers." And I said, "Yeah..." And it was awkward for a little while then I said, "So how do you feel about that?" And she said, "Ummm...I think there's been a lot of sexual tension between us and I think it's perfectly fine." And I said, "I agree." So then we went upstairs and talked about school and such, then played truth or dare. I'll spare the details, but we didn't do anymore than kissing and touching each other's b******. I wanna do it again, but she's my best friend and I don't know if it'll change how we act towards each other. But yeahh, kinda just wanted to get that out. The end :P

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  • Haha, we didn't say the sexual tension thing when we were seven, we said that on Friday. Sorry if my post was hard to understand, I wrote it kinda quickly :P. I kinda wanna do more stuff with her, but I don't know how I'd tell her and she's my best friend, I don't want it to ruin our friendship or anything. I'm pretty sure I just wanna experiment, but I dunno, I'm pretty confused. I'm positive I'm not gay though, just curious, I DEFINITELY like guys.

  • It's okay to have these feelings. I kissed my best friend on the lips when I was your age...maybe a little older. It was me being playful, and in turn it was somehow arousing, even though I am certainly straight as well. It is very natural to want to experiment at your age. Don't feel guilty about that sort of thing.

  • What you guys did sounds harmless. Kids play doctor all the time. I don't even think I knew what sexual tension was at 7yrs old, let alone use it in a sentence. This younger generation..okay. Well you're 13, your hormones are raging thinking about s** is just par for the course. Should you see if your friend is interested. It definitely could further complicate, or even destroy your friendship, especially if she's not interested in you in that way. Are you just looking to experiment or do you want a relationship with her? Do you think you may be gay? or just curious? I don't even know what to tell you, because you are 13. It seems so young to be experimenting.

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