Like It Rough
My boyfriend is too gentle. He knows that I'm into some of the kinky stuff, like I have a fantasy about being tied or handcuffed to the bed and f***** hard. So he knows that and I moan a lot when he kisses me all rough and I like being spanked. I know I'm weird, but I like it. It gets me hot and even if he starts with rough it always ends in sweet and I don't wanna be in control. I want a guy to grab me and kiss me and hold me down and I want the s** to be hard. I've never had an o***** and last time I was on top and he came too fast. I like that he's sweet,really and it's not like I wanna be whipped or something. I have a thing for the hot bad boy type who will just initiate and f*** me til I scream, just the thought makes me wet and I can't tell him this stuff,I've tried but if I can't keep talking about it,I'm too afraid to. I don't think I'll ever find a guy to do it though. I know I'm only a teenager and I should be good and want it all gentle but I don't get off on that. UGH it sucks and I don't wanna be mean to him and he already says it turns him on more when I'm in control but he gets an o***** on just about every date and lately when I see his face all in pleasure cause I blew him or gave him a hand job or we f***** I sometimes get upset cause I've never gotten that,I don't take it out on him but I want to be f***** the way I wanna be f*****, and he can't make me c** other ways either and F*** I just wanna feel a really f****** intense pleasure that he gets to feel and can't he just do what I'm pretty sure he knows I want, he gets off every time and I've let him do whatever he wanted can't he return the favor just once!?