Will anyone ever care?

I'm a 17 year old gay male.

No one knows I am gay.

Every night I feel like crying my self to sleep because I feel lonely and detached from everyone else.

I wonder if I will be alone for the rest of my life.

It scares me.

Worst part is... on the outside I seem perfectly normal with friends and all.

I wonder in the back of my mind sometimes if anyone besides my parents would care if I died.

Report this

6 Comments

  • newest
  • oldest
  • most replies
  • most popular
  • Your feeling sorry for yourself for now reason , if you know your for sure Gay , you will find a lover eventually , but do not expect other people to be so understanding , they are only human and your asking too much . Eventually you will get awa and have a your own life . People should never force someone to like them , you are not lower then anyone but you are different and should understand that .

  • Don't give up... Your not alone, I've been in your shoes... don't give up it's not worth it! It will get better just give it time. Don't worry about what other people think, just be who you are...
    and DO NOT! give it!

  • everyone loves gay guys!!! i have 4 as best friends!!!!

  • Being gay is not easy. And people say it's a lifestyle choice. Who would choose this? Hang in there. There are a lot of people who support you and you will meet them.

  • Of course, people would care. Don't even think about hurting yourself. When you are ready, you will come out to your friends and your parents. Your 17, you're live is just starting. Are you planning on going to college? You'll find a lot of young gay males who are just starting to figure out who they are and come out. Maybe you'll even meet your first boyfriend. For now, maybe tell a close friend. This is your life, you should live it the way you choose. I'm sure there are other kids in your school who are going through the same thing. If you need to talk with someone, you should.

  • Thanks =]

Account Login
Signup
Is this post inapropriate?
Is this comment inapropriate?
Delete this post?