Will anyone ever care?
I'm a 17 year old gay male.
No one knows I am gay.
Every night I feel like crying my self to sleep because I feel lonely and detached from everyone else.
I wonder if I will be alone for the rest of my life.
It scares me.
Worst part is... on the outside I seem perfectly normal with friends and all.
I wonder in the back of my mind sometimes if anyone besides my parents would care if I died.