Never been told
I am a male in my late forties,married 3 times-total of 23+ yrs. 4 children/6 grandchildren and by all accounts-fairly normal-- but one thing NO ONE knows is that starting at a very young age I was raped many times. first time was by the school bully that lived next door to me-lasted about 3 yrs ( some of his friends joined in on occation) later was by 3 jocks in 7 th grade forcing me to take a shower after gym-they decided to take turns! during my teens it happened several times while hitch hiking. happened once about 10 yrs ago in an ally, behind a bar by a very large,well hung black man.Never understood why they always picked me,grew to enjoy it,now I like being the victim.How screwed up am I !!!