Even though he's a good man, I am not in love with my husband anymore, and he doesn't know it. With every passing day it gets harder to play the role of a loving wife. I'm scared to leave, because we've been together forever, and built a good life together, and I've never really had to take care of myself before. Wish I knew what to do. I feel like soon the dam is gonna break. Will I survive it on the other side?