I should have gotten angry then
You told me you cheated on me and I went numb. You saw me cry and you heard about my sleeplessness and anxiety for 2 months afterwards, but I never got the chance to yell at you about it. I wish I had been a drama queen and ran off the minute you told me. I want to yell at you now three months later, but I won't, because that would make me look like I'm being crazy about something that happened "ages ago". In a way I hate you for that but I love the rest of you so I will keep quiet. I might forgive, but don't think I will ever forget.