Why doesn't anyone love me?
All my life I've had problems with my father. We never got along really. But the times he's been sick and has ended at the hospital I'm always there. Along side my mother. Yet last night I finally accepted that he doesn't love me. His loyalty lays with his sisters and brothers. His wife and kids come second. Weeks before my parent's 25 anniversary, he told my mom that he had to be loyal to his family cause she could always leave him. After being with him for over 30 years!!!!! Even after all of our arguments I have remained loyal to my father. Caring for him and always concerned for his health. Last night thou it finally hit me! He doesn't love me. He loves to see me fail. He enjoys making me feel like s***. It's so hard to understand but that is my truth. My father hates me.