And I still think of you
That I think of you today as much as any other. Today is your birthday, and I wish I could talk to you and tell you "happy birthday, baby". You will always be in my heart, even though you played with my emotions. I gave myself to you and you pushed me aside to be with her instead. You led me on for what seemed like half a lifetime, planning out our future, introducing me to your family, joking about buying me an engagement ring and finding our new home. I waited for you, stayed true and loyal for months at a time when you had to leave. I was given nothing in the end.
Though you hurt me so incredibly badly, I still wonder what we could have been. Were our plans just all in vain or could they have been made a reality if it wasn't for her?
I am no longer in love with you, but I will always have love for you in my heart. You showed me what love could be, but it was just a taste, a tease, with an abrupt finish. Happy birthday. I'm sure I would be proud of you today and any other.