I wish i could escape the construction of sentece. The toughts are unique . Every one of them as they flow. To record them is fairly impossible for me. The language doesnt serve me in its purpose of communication. Not as much as i feel it could. I wish i could break the logic of sentence. The subjects and verbs. The system of speaking . To express myself fully. I wish i was poet or an artist in any way. That prison of my logic chokes me sometimes. Only in rare situations i find a way to truly speak. And sometimes, only sometimes when we speak our eyes meet and i can see you truly understand what i feel. Those moments are important to me.