I'm a liar.
I lied to my best friend for years. When we became more than friends, I kept lying. When I confessed, she dumped me, and I hated her for it. When she got pregnant I hated her more. But I'm a liar. We stayed friends, and I lied about how I really feel. We're still friends, and I still hate her. But that's a lie. I still love her. A liar, a coward, and an a******.