I'm a freak
I love doing kinky things. Alone or with a girl it doesn't matter much. But my girlfriend is the exact opposite. She loves s**, but is very close minded. Anytime I try to introduce her to something sexual that I enjoy she doesn't understand. She either thinks I'm disgusting, scary, or she questions my sexuality.
I love her, but it drives me nuts. I want to share everything, but I feel like I have to keep a huge part of myself a secret from her. I hate having to pretend to be something I'm not, but I can't share that side of me with her.
And it drives me insane sometimes.