Yep I'm Delusionally Inlove

My friends are right I do love him. To bad he'll never love me because I'm a total fat ugly b****! And since he got his new/old little girlfriend I know I can't compete with her skinny blond ass. At first I thought I had a chance but he's made it clear that I don't. But after all that I still love him. I think about him almost every second of the day. Whenever I get a chance I secretly wish we could be together forever and ever. Call me sad call me pathetic because I know I am but please please don't try to say there's hope. I reeeeaaallly need to move on.