I have a low self esteem. Oh boy.

Nobody thinks I do, but yeah. My esteem is so low, I'm high-fiving the floor. I guess it's because I don't feel pretty. I mean, I know I am, and everyone else thinks so. I know, I'm not fat {113 lbs H*** YES} and I'm average height {5'4}. So I'm not hideous. But I've always ALWAYS been the friend. Like, I've never been the girl that they look at or the girl that the popular guy likes... It's like I'm not good enough. I don't feel like I am.
I don't want to tell my parents. I feel like if I do, they'll think I'm "craving attention" or "shouldn't worry" because I'm just a measly teenager. It's tough though. I hate this empty feeling. The wanting of a guy to like me, or h***, even look at me like I'm pretty. I'm a tad shy when it comes to boys too. I'll only flirt back. I'm not the one to go and DO the flirting. Sometimes I think it's because I'm intimedating; like I'm very independent and I speak my mind... I don't know.

I need advice. ):

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