I want to die
I have never felt so down in my life
I have a very strong urge to kill myself
Today has been a day that just makes me want not to continue.
I feel just like killing my self, I have never felt this before.
I feel that no matter what nothing can chear me up, I feel a void so strong that keeps pulling me from the inside of my chest.
I have to admit I have not felt like this in years, I probably wont do anything about it, but I have to tell someone without worring everyone in my life right now.
don't worry, you will probably hear back from me later, one thing is to feel down and another is to do something about it, I guess that by writing about it I probably wont do it.