It didn't hurt me when you called me a

It didn't hurt me when you called me a stupid b****.
It didn't hurt me when you said you were trying to use me for the s** you never got. (I'm a virgin.)
It didn't hurt me when I saw your arm around the nasty b****.
It didn't hurt me when you said you never loved me.
It didn't hurt me when you were screaming me.
What hurt me is knowing that I still love you more than anything.
& that I would take you back in a heartbeat.

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  • Wow.
    That made so much sense.
    I'm a lot tougher now because of him.
    I appreciate everything.
    I love you guys so much.
    You have completely turned my world around.

  • You must regain some self-respect. I know it's easier said than done, but you have to start healing and learning how to be happy within yourself and stop choosing men who do not respect you. If you want a man to respect you, you have to respect yourself. When a woman gives everything up for a man, more often than not he takes everything she gives him and keeps walking. Men are more likely to stay with women who don't let them walk all over them. You don't realize it, but you probably don't really love him either, you just want him to finally love you and accept you. But you will not achieve this, and as hard as it is, you must move on. I know cos I've been right there in the same boat. Three years therapy later, I'm much better now.

  • Thank you.
    It just feels weird seeing him around and knowing that we aren't what we used to be.

    If this is what love is supposed to be like, I never want to experience it again.

  • Baby, you will find another guy and quit thinking about this one soon enough. Then the j*** will probably want you back, and you can laugh in his face.

  • Wow.
    The both of your comments alone has made me realize so much.
    I don't know why I love him, I just do.
    It's one of those unexplainable things.
    & yes, he has a reputation for being flirtatious with girls.

    But at the end of the day when I lay my head down on my pillow, he is the last thing I think about.
    & the first thought that runs through my head in the mornings.

    I've never fallen for anyone so hard.
    & I've never had anyone hurt me this bad either.

    They say "time heals all wounds," right?

  • Ok you know what... i dont know you but youre probably so much better than he is. f*** players.

  • i understand what you mean. i'm in love with a man who doesn't have feelings for me anymore and i'm pregnant with his child and what hurts the most is that after all he's said and done to hurt me, i'd still take him back in a heart beat. i've lost friends over him, i've changed my life for him.. believe me i understand.

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