i don't want to be one of the girls still posting about how much i still love you in a few years. i want so desperately to be over you, but i know that won't happen until i have closure. problem is i'm too much of a p**** to even call you so i could get it, because either way i get hurt. either you tell me i'm a crazy b**** for still thinking about you after so long, or that it's justified. both things would break my heart again, and i just don't wanna hurt because of you anymore.