I love you
We've been so much together and had to hide everything from the world, and for a while i thought we weren't going to make it but we still came out strong. So where did your love for me go? You used to worship me and i loved it, we were so in love and now it's just me loving you and i don't know what i did. Is it because i put on weight? Or because im paranoid about you looking at other girls? Is it because i read your mails and texts? Why are you telling other girls the things you should be telling me? How can you not care about me anymore? I used to feel so safe and loved around you, now i feel ugly and unwanted. You say you love me but you never hug me at night anymore. You never hold my hand, or kiss me on the cheek. You say you still find me sexy but you never even look at me like that. You never want to have s** anymore. I read one of your mails from way before we were together where you told a girl how you fell in love with her at first sight. You never told me those things and now i feel second best. Are you still in love with your ex? Everything we do together, wherever we go, i can't help but wonder now, would you rather be doing this with someone else?