I love you

We've been so much together and had to hide everything from the world, and for a while i thought we weren't going to make it but we still came out strong. So where did your love for me go? You used to worship me and i loved it, we were so in love and now it's just me loving you and i don't know what i did. Is it because i put on weight? Or because im paranoid about you looking at other girls? Is it because i read your mails and texts? Why are you telling other girls the things you should be telling me? How can you not care about me anymore? I used to feel so safe and loved around you, now i feel ugly and unwanted. You say you love me but you never hug me at night anymore. You never hold my hand, or kiss me on the cheek. You say you still find me sexy but you never even look at me like that. You never want to have s** anymore. I read one of your mails from way before we were together where you told a girl how you fell in love with her at first sight. You never told me those things and now i feel second best. Are you still in love with your ex? Everything we do together, wherever we go, i can't help but wonder now, would you rather be doing this with someone else?

Jun 1, 2011

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  • I feel for you. I went through the same emotions before finally leaving my boyfriend. Yet, I don't regret my decision because I rather be free from all that drama and incertitude than being stuck with a man that simply didn't appreciate me or loved me.

    Look you should be more focus on where you want to be, what makes you happy, and not about what he feels. Unless he has a mild case of aspergers, he should not be treating you like this. And you said that he wasn't like this before, which proves that something has change. Sure all relationships change over time, or sometimes the problem is not even about you but lies within him. Some men just deal with emotions or problems privately and they are not very talkative. In my case mine just dealt with his personal drama by gaming :(.
    You need to take control of your emotions, insecurities, and really plan out what you want and how are going to achieve it. Also, know when to quit that plan; either because he is not interested or because you simply grew tired of his inattention and finally took the decision to leave.

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