I CAN'T HELP MYSELF
I am a married girl, woman really, been married eight years. for several of those years i believed in my husband, but then as time went on and the stories continued but nothing ever came of it, i started to loose my belief in him, and now i see him for the looser he is.
i won't deny i was frustrated, frustrated because we are bankrupt, frustrated because we have kids that we can't provide for, frustrated because my youth was wasted on this looser, frustrated completely.
i made friends with this older man at work, one day he told me i had a cute **. he asked me to turn around and told me i had cute ** as well. it was the first compliment i had been given in a long time. he stood up and came over to me and whispered in my ear that he wanted to ** me. that he really needed to just ** me.
what the **, i said ok. i hadn't been ** in a long time. maybe never. my husband is really a wimp and i had to initiate everything.
well, he took me to his place and stripped me and tied me to his bed and ** me with a ** and then he ** me. he left me tied to his bed for a long time. he came by and fingered me and sucked my **, and then he told me to turn over and put my rear up in the air so he could take me from behind. i did and he did.
he ** me regularly now, he tells me when to be at his place to get ** and i go to his place to get **. i won't say what all he has ** me with, but lots of things. and i wait until he takes his thing out and ** me, whichever way he wants.
he also gives me money, and i take the money because i need the money. and when he asks me if i am his **, i tell him i am his **. i am addicted to him now.
I hope during the intervening years, that you were able to get your life (and act) together. An affair, however pleasing, isnt the answer to your type of problem. Itrust me, Im a guy who found out.
Ah, don't worry. You are just having a nice and exciting escape from your screwed up life. You should ask the guy if he can find a friend to double team you with. Let those two guys ** the ** out of you. Keep it going as long as you want. You aren't really risking anything.
To me you have become a dirty filthy prostitute . When you married him it was through thick and thing . you are dirty .