I'm afraid. I'm in love with him, my best friend. I don't know if I'm confussing friendship with love, I just don't know. All I know is that since those nights we had as best friend with benefits, now I can't stop thinking about him.
But now he has have a f*cking wannabe girlfriend and that freaking hurts. Everytimes he says he loves her, I want to scream and say: I LOVE YOU F*****.
9 years of frienship is enough for me to conclude that after all this time, I can't tell him I love him because I don't want to loose him as a friend. Plus, 1.his girlfriend is my friend, 2. My ex is his friend. 3.Everyone at school knows something strange is going on. 4. Society will hate us if we are together
Last night, we got drunk and you said so many things, why? If you "love" her then why did you said those things to me? They say that for a drunken mind speaks a sober heart.
It's too complicated, maybe in another universe, in another world we are meant to be together. Not in this world, though...