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Bestfriends?
I'm afraid. I'm in love with him, my best friend. I don't know if I'm confussing friendship with love, I just don't know. All I know is that since those nights we had as best friend with benefits, now I can't stop thinking about him.
But now he has have a f*cking wannabe girlfriend and that freaking hurts. Everytimes he says he loves her, I want to scream and say: I LOVE YOU **.
9 years of frienship is enough for me to conclude that after all this time, I can't tell him I love him because I don't want to loose him as a friend. Plus, 1.his girlfriend is my friend, 2. My ex is his friend. 3.Everyone at school knows something strange is going on. 4. Society will hate us if we are together
F*CK EVERYTHING.
Last night, we got drunk and you said so many things, why? If you "love" her then why did you said those things to me? They say that for a drunken mind speaks a sober heart.
It's too complicated, maybe in another universe, in another world we are meant to be together. Not in this world, though...
Your bestfriend.
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