I have never felt more alone.

For almost a year I was in love with a man but couldn't have him because I was dating his best friend. Eventually, I broke it off with the man I was with and began a relationship of sorts with the man I loved at the time. The man I loved slept with another woman, who happens to be one of my friends. He then lied to me about it and I found out from another source. If he had told me up front I would have forgiven him, but now I see that he can't be trusted. I told him that it was over and watched as he cried, clutching onto me and begging me to forgive him. I can't, though, and I watched him sob on the ground of the parking lot as I drove away. That was over a week ago, and I cry about it every day.

Oh, my god, this f****** hurts. I loved him so much...

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  • I think you were in love with the idea of that guy. Turns out the reality isn't what you're looking for and if you continue the relationship you need to either change your expectations or prepare for lots of heartache.

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