Cheating on wife
I have cheated on my wife. I love her but the l*** is all but gone. To be blunt.... she is a lousy f***. S** is vanilla to say the least and I feel like nothing more than a 6 foot d****. As soon as she c*** the mood changes and I actually have to fake an o***** in order to get it to end. She won't even attempt oral s** and is rather conservative (won't even show a hint of cleavage even though she has DD's). I'm not gay and the women i have seen are very interested in a repeat performance. I tend to use escorts so that way it is a business transaction and not a "stalker" situation. I wish there was away for her to understand my feelings and be more open to a healthy sexual relationship before I totally check out of the marriage sexually.