Cheating on wife
I have cheated on my wife. I love her but the ** is all but gone. To be blunt.... she is a lousy **. ** is vanilla to say the least and I feel like nothing more than a 6 foot **. As soon as she ** the mood changes and I actually have to fake an ** in order to get it to end. She won't even attempt oral ** and is rather conservative (won't even show a hint of cleavage even though she has DD's). I'm not gay and the women i have seen are very interested in a repeat performance. I tend to use escorts so that way it is a business transaction and not a "stalker" situation. I wish there was away for her to understand my feelings and be more open to a healthy sexual relationship before I totally check out of the marriage sexually.
uhm communicate..I bet you didn't even try that before you cheated. When you fake ** she probably thinks it's good enough to get you off so it's okay. You need to talk to her about having more fun sexually and maybe see a counselor together. good luck.