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Scared and alone
Met a girl in a club in China, had unprotected vaginal **, she told me that she was clean (had blood tests done and all of that). But I have no way of knowing if she was lying or not. I know the odds are in my favor (1:2000) It's now a month later and I am scared and have no way of getting tested due to constant traveling in SE Asia (Longest I have stayed in 1 place is 2 nights). No early onset symptoms have shown themselves, but still, I am the naturally paranoid type. I return home in 2 weeks. First thing I do is to get a blood test. If it is a positive, I am going to tell everyone goodbye, then blow my brains out.
maybe they will invent a cure for HIV right after you kill yourself, but they will never come up with a cure for foolish and inconsiderate behaviour
its your own fault if you caught something, but you are a ** for possibly spreading it to other people too. you didnt even think of them did you? you may not have anything incurable but i hope you caught something.
I wouldn't worry too much about it. I used to travel all over Asia and the Pacific isles. Worst thing I caught was mono which I got like 4 times. I mostly ** younger kids not club girls but the STD risk isn't much different. Despite it being a major concern and the rates being higher then some other areas it's still mostly just hyped up to scare people into being more careful.