Scared and alone
Met a girl in a club in China, had unprotected vaginal s**, she told me that she was clean (had blood tests done and all of that). But I have no way of knowing if she was lying or not. I know the odds are in my favor (1:2000) It's now a month later and I am scared and have no way of getting tested due to constant traveling in SE Asia (Longest I have stayed in 1 place is 2 nights). No early onset symptoms have shown themselves, but still, I am the naturally paranoid type. I return home in 2 weeks. First thing I do is to get a blood test. If it is a positive, I am going to tell everyone goodbye, then blow my brains out.