Theres this guy, not just a guy, my ex. we started going out in 2009. We were together for a year and three months or so. I dumped him because he cheated with me at the 6 month part and i thought that id get over it and i didn't, i hated him for it, i couldn't stand it anymore, every time he was around another girl just drove me crazy. I Lost my virginity to this guy. Its been about 9 months since we broke up, broke off everything. and i miss him so much. I see him everyday almost and i blank him, as he does me, yet the thought of him being with another girl kills me. I feel so divided. Im more healthier without him, but i just miss him so much i ache. When im scared i still think about his lips on mine and his arms around me. What is wrong with me?
Why cant i get over him?
I feel so fed up with myself, im sick of it.