If I could do it all over again I would

If I could do it all over again I would have told my mother to go F herself. Shes dead now.When she died I kept singing over and over in my head "Ding d*** the witch is dead".I grew up being told that I was too fat,too stupid,useless and ugly and I would never amount to anything Apparently I made the mistake of being born..We never went anywhere,I spent most of my life playing alone in the basement.I could never have friends over because she was mean.Ive never had a birthday party.
I should have taken school seriously.I married the first person who came along in a desperate attemp to get away.Now I have 4 kids,no education,I'm miserable. My inlaws are meddling snobs.I watch moves like The scarlet letter,Bridges over madison county etc...I'm still waiting for my prince to come. If I had only known.I'm 37.I have a huge crush on my dentist but I suspect hes being nice because he has to.

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  • Agree with #1 and #2

  • "I can relate with the mom thing," said MANAX, while strangling the rhinoscirous.

  • I second the above commenter. Only you can do something about the way you are feeling.

  • You are only 37. Start doing things for yourself that will further your own self growth. You can go to school while your kids are at school, there are even classes on line. You are not old enough yet to give up. Start doing things that make you happy!

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