What I Want
I want to have an o***** with my boyfriend. H***, I'd settle for one on my own, just without the help of a vibrator. Unfortunately, it's the only way I can c**...and I fake it with my boyfriend every time. I feel terrible. There's just no way for me to tell him the truth; he'd never believe that it's not him, it's me. If he found out now, he would be so hurt.