I wish i tried more.
I wish things were different. that i could go back in time and fix things.
i just wish i had a friend to talk to. someone to tell secrets too. someone to count on.
i pushed everyone away and now i'm left with no one. i know it's my fault too.
i feel like i'm alone in the world. like no one cares about me.
then again, why would anyone care? i mean i was a j***. i did horrible things... but still... i just wish things didn't happen the way they did.