I am in a long distance relationship with the love of my life and I cheated. I feel like such a horrible disgusting person. I was drunk on 4th of July and hooked up with my ex-best friend and her boyfriend. I would do anything to take it back. I don't want to tell my boyfriend because it would f*** everything up. I love him so much, and I have changed since this happened. I just don't know how to stop feeling guilty about what happened and move on with my life.