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My Fat My Problem
I wish I could vomit and lose weight. The thought alone makes me sick so until I can develop a nerve and get the right eating disorder I will continue to weigh 177. I also wish I made enough money so that I could ** the fat out of me! I mean come on, I don't eat a lot I just have a slow metabolism! I exercise and only loose .1 to .2 pounds, I even had a trainer and couldn't get rid of this fat! I want to get some kind of injury that causes them to cut part of my stomach out.
I have an eating disorder. I thought these exact thoughts a few years ago. Now, I live every day in fear that this purging session, I will rupture my stomach or tear my esophagus and die of internal bleeding. But fear of death isn't enough to stop an addiction, just enough to make life even more miserable.
Whatever you do, don't start throwing up. Please,I wouldn't wish this fate on anyone else.