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How could I think like this?
I don't know what came over me today, but as I got out of the shower, for some reason I thought of suicide. It was just a quick thought, "Hm, I should go buy a handgun and kill myself just to see whats on the other side". Crazy right? Normally when I hear about people thinking suicidal thoughts their all depressed or stricken with grief about a event. But this was a casual tone in my head, like asking yourself what you should eat for dinner that day. Do other people think like this? God I hope I don't get anymore deeper into this, I dunno what might happen. But I wonder, what would death be like? No! I shan't think like this!
Killing yourself just to see what is on the other side is a bad idea it's not unusual to have the thought though. I used to think that all the time, just go out and experience new and interesting things.
That happened to me once, too. I was home alone and in the kitchen. My mom had bought some new knives. I probably dont have to say anymore. You know what I was thinking...