No one even has a clue..
I live a double life. My friends and family always see me smile with out a worry about life. I pretend all is okay and they don't even have a clue... I lost my job a month ago and they think I have a savings which I've been using to pay my bills. They have no clue I've been sleeping with a man for money. My smiles are fake.. My life is fake.. All that is real is that ive been crying my self to sleep looking up ways which is easiest to kill my self. They don't even have a clue that inside I'm nothing.. I'm in pieces and all I want to do is die... They have no clue I'm going to kill myself..